Tuesday, October 4, 2011

Everything is falling apart. Shit after shit. I dont know how my life is worth it anymore. I cant take it any longer

Tuesday, September 13, 2011

Starting point

First blog of the day..
Well hmm.. didn't really do anything productive, except copy notes and attempt on reading for my Sociology class. While I was at it, i was watching a korean drama, 49 Days, made me realize how koreans in dramas can be such a snob or make it seems so easy in life because they're so rich an all. Aaah, whatever, why am I making such a big deal about this. LOL But this drama had became on of my favorite k-dramas of all time. As I was watching episode 8? I believe. There was one part which really hit me, of where one guy said to the girl, "I finally found out, that there's a kind of pain that one has to experience to understand. If you're not able to forget, then just continue to miss him." I would totally agree on this, I still cant able to forget about him, so all I do is to just miss him. I don't think missing someone is a wrong thing, But I don't know, forgetting someone who I truly cared & falled for, isn't so easy as everyone say that I should get over by it already. I don't get how everyone expects to move on just that easy when they knows that I still like him. It's been about barely 2 weeks since our last break-up. I guess it will take time, but soon enough we all have to just get over with our lives. I don't want it to sound like I'm one sad, desperate, emotional-wreck person. It's just this had been my very first serious break up, and I'm still trying to cope with it. Okay, I think I'm a need of a fresh air and a need of taking a walk. I'm out, oh! I might as well take a jog too! (:

-one heart, one body, one mind.